.Bittersweet.

..they say the Lord works in mysterious ways..i think he works in e sweetest ways sometimes..thank God for friends like pam..today after training she called marc and told us to come meet her at wheelock coz she wanted to pass me something..apparently she walked across town with 2 HUGE yellow balloons with a star-shaped base, a tiara, a book about Jesus and a furry, pink wand just for me..oh and 'Fruit leather' for both of us..enduring all the curious stares and gasps of surprises..you'd think she'd rather die of embarressment (maybe she did, come to think of it..heh) but no, she waited patiently for us (me & marc) and then told me to close my eyes (even though i had spotted her hiding behind the carpark sign, the balloons bobbing high above her head) and she passed me all e stuff..-sigh-..been awhile since someone gave me SO many things, deprived as it sounds..totally didn't expect it la..haha..but it was really sweet of her..and then 3 of us took pics before sitting down at BK watching marc gobble down a mushroom swiss meal..while we tried to finish a Large cup of Green Tea (-burp-)..oh! and on top of all that, map and i got an extra present from mother nature - 1 freaking itchy mosquito bite each. lovely. Pamela Yeo "Paimi" Pei li - i vote you "sweetest girl of the month". thank you thank you thank you for making my day. =)

oh and to pay you back, here's lyrics to e song that made you cry. to you and marc - love each other forever, willya? -grin-

"Mixtape"

Butch Walker

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you

You say goodnight, in my mind

I'm sleeping next to you

You drive away from my car crash of a heart

And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have

And even all the bad songs ain't so bad

I just wish there was so much more than that

About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun

You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one

I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel

You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have

And even all the sad songs ain't so sad

I only wish that there was more than that

About me and you

[Bridge]

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again

Yeah it crushes my head when you call me

Your friend and I'm not the same person

From back in the day in the back of the class

That you thought was gay

No I can't find the words cause I lost them

The minute they fell out of my mouth

And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips

And just let me kiss 'em

And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have

And even all the bad songs ain't so bad

I just wish there was so much more than that

About me and you

p.s. - thanks one last time, map & marc..you 2 are e sweetest..lu's out.

-lu