why.

why build up hopes so that u can be disappointed?
why trust so that u can have it broken?
why hug when ur gonna get smacked?
why?

why piece together something that wants to be broken?
why try when it's you who's the only one pushing?
why cry when no one senses ur tears and sadness?
why?

..honestly, don't answer that..
coz anything u say just makes things worst.
coz whatever i say is either sarcastic, accusing or ranting.
i picked u up, pulled u through and was there for u when u needed me.

but where are u now when i need u?

to you i was nothing but sumone to fill your loneliness.
and the moment u had a better choice, u walked out.

and for that,
i'll never trust sumone so easily again.

i wish i could just hate you so that i won't wish you would turn back.

and because of that,
i'll never let sumone come so close ever again.

..promises are like words, easily formed and flowing, but fucking empty..

-lu