."Passed to Shadow".

i passed. =)

wow, the past 36 hours have been hellish, to say the least. NEver have i gone through a physical course that is so demanding physically, mentally and everything-ly. Last night i went to bed at like 2.30am and then got up at 4.45am to practice my piece for assessment today. And i wanted to badly to give up and call in sick, but the thought of the A$300/- tt i paid for the course, and miss shu juan's encouragement really did help in my returning to Millenia Walk this morning. For all those people out there who want to be BA instructors, my advice is: you better love it, and love it with a fire. And you better be fit, and ready to hurt EVERYWHERE.

But u know wad, i wanted to give up so badly, and i was a bundle of nerves throughout the assesment; but i pulled through. Yes, it was tough (so tough tt i got home and went BANG! right onto the bed and fell asleep for like 2 hours), yes it was painful, yes it was crazy and mentally straining; but i learned so much more than i gave and i made friends. And best of all, i made it. =)

-lu