.hehe.

i know i just posted a few minutes ago but this is really funny.

p.s. - i know those are not his hands! just enjoy it, willy'all?

-lu

.I won't even wish for snow.

i'm gonna get another pair of aviators when i find the right ones. hehe.

I always thought if you smile, no one will ask you why your sad.
Until yesterday two special people looked into my eyes and saw it hiding in there.

So thank you.

-lu

so saturday night was really funny..the whole starbucks-study gang trooped down to Correto's for dinner, and we ended up leaving at like 2am in the morning (pronolo teared from my story..tt's His power for you, girl) and ended up staying in molly's place..and every one except zara and i were studying econs..so zara studied cosmo. mags while i studied what my eyes looked like when i close them..only to wake up 1 hrs later..but this time with everyone sleepy-er..tt was when the giggles started..some quotes from tt night..

jason: "what is the colour of a cow's penis?"

molly (very confidently): PINK!!

jason: ...cows don't have penises, molly. only bulls.

all of us: bwahahahahahahahahahaha

~

jason: are there many muslims in Indonesia?

zara (After a long pause): err..yea? Indonesia is a muslim country?

moly: bwahahahahaha

~

molly and dev: so ok jason, we'll study chapters 25, 26 and the rest together, ok?

jason (after 1 min of silence): so it's chapter 16, 17, and..?

~

hehe..so cute. really cute.

-lu

.breathe.

So maths was a bitch..but it's over so there's nothing left to say..anyhow,

St Kilda's 231106. Thanks to Zara. =)


Also, in true breastie-style, i post a semi-pornographic picture of myself too.

(note from lisa: you call that steaam?! teehee payback)

-lu

My heart is longing

For more and more of you...

Your Great

Great and Mighty

King of Glory

God of Wonder

I believe i have cultivated a pre+post-exam routine haha..

1. walk pepper in the morning and watch all the crazy people who are willing to wake up at 5am to exercise (and believe me, it's not like tai chi or anything - it's running+pumping+boxing+sprinting..madness..but respect.),
2. go for exam
3. go eat don don's (jason: sashi don, lu: curry chicken don)
4. study at starbucks (lu: gingerbread latte; pronolo: hot chocolate; the rest: all freeload or eat Weightwatcher's tarts or something freakily disgusting)
5. dinner SOMEwhere. usually with pronolo stressing about the next day's exams.

i'm a creature of habit..and along with my habits i am germinating 3 or 4 more creatures with me..haha.

but ultimately, it's still crazy-fun

maths today.

here we go..

-lu

.Here we go go.

..here's pepper laughing at me coz he doesn't have to take exams. bugger.


..so today we sit for our first paper: lit. i think i will always remember, even 10 yrs from now, how i spent a whole day memorising the bloody thing..oh well. 14 days before i go home!! but first...

Wed: HOI
Thurs: Maths 1
Fri: EAP
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Wed: Psych.
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Tues: Media

-whew-

-lu

steamboat, drama exams, starbucks, friends, more starbucks...

time to finish up the last straight and go home.

-lu

.reflection.

..today this guy on the street appraoched me and asked me for my name..
but he looked so shady (+ i was in a rush) i brushed him off with a muttered "i'm busy"
and he turned away and walked away saying,
"well, all i was doing was try and be nice;
but if that's the way you want it, fine."

...and that got me thinking for awhile.

what if he was meant to ask me for my name?
what if he was someone who would be important in my life?
or was i just thinking too much?

...coz i don't know.

-lu

.Kiwi.

This is quite cute. And although the ending makes no sense whatsoever, the artist is really good, considering he's an amateur. Enjoy!

-lu

Happy 20th, Harry!!!

-lu

Would you dare to put down everything and every dream you had and do something you would never ever think you would?

Give up your dream to walk for peace?

Stop studying and find yourself?

Quit the job and give your entire life to God? To find out that every dream you had, every job you wanted, every dollar you made - was worth nothing at all?

..i want to..i really do. Not because i'm tired of life but because i know that it's something i was supposed to do.

..But i'm scared.

-lu

"You want to Kimchi?"

heheh...that's the phrase of the day..courtesy of the blur korean waiter where zara, molly, dev and i had dinner tonight.





but first..

let me introduce to you the 2 giant mugs of Hazelnut Latte that was my fuel today. A little slice of heaven..twice. and studying at Starbucks with the 3 of them is the most hilarious thing ever..

..Pronolo loves her korean seafood soup.

-lu

.goodbye.

..for some reason the past week saw lots of byes and farewells of the weirdest kinds..andre, whom i havent seen in 3 years, came surprisingly to visit and left us with a rekindled friendship and funny ktv stories, graduation night came and went too, leaving nothing more than a huge empty ballroom and wonderful memories..

..and then grandpa left too.

..And even though i never was very close to him, the thought of not being able to say goodbye was saddening. Yes, i admit i didn't spend too much time dwelling on it; but having to hear about it from the strained voice of my mom or my dad just made it that little bit harder. I never got to say goodbye to the man who brought up my mom, and i never will get a chance to.

But i guess just like every other occasion or incident worth remembering, we all walk away with something else. Pictures, memories, lessons learned..or just the plain reminder of love that will always be there. And just like that, we all learn to wipe away the tears, brush ourselves and get up and walk.

I don't like saying goodbyes..coz i never really was good at it. It just evokes this swell in my throat and i silently start grabbing for whatever i'm leaving behind. And maybe its the thought of having to leave something that precious behind that just hurts; or the thought of 'maybe i should have appreciated it more'..but the funny thing is - that's how life is. When you gotta go, you gotta go. Coz that flight is still going to take off, or that disease is still going to consume him/her, or that heart really doesn't belong to you anymore, or that officer is calling him. Call me sentimental, but its not cute animals dying, or skinned knees or insults or tonnes of homework that makes me cry...

It's when you know you have to say goodbye, but you don't want to.

..and i guess in some ways, i like this quote alot coz it summarizes everything.

"..it's just..i don't live here anymore."

-lu

..so prom came and went..but i guess in some ways it's not so much the occasions, but rather the memories that remain.

-lu